第103章(2/2)
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l6YKj5LmI6IC/6IC/5LqO5oCA77yM5Zug5Li65aW55bey57uP5oyj5omO6L+H5Yqq5Yqb6L+H77yM5Y+q5piv5ZCO5p2l5LiN5pWi5LqG77yM5L2G5Li65LuA5LmI6L+Y5piv5LuO5rKh5pyJ5YGc5q2i6L+H6YGX5oa+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>那夜的倾盆大雨整整好几年没有停，不断地浇在她的身上、脸上。陆青墨有时认为自己不应该那么耿耿于怀，因为她已经挣扎过努力过，只是后来不敢了，但为什么还是从没有停止过遗憾。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms55+l6YGT5Y+R55Sf5LqG5LuA5LmI77yM6YKj5aSp55qE5Zy65pmv6KKr5L+d6ZWW6L2m5LiK5a6J6KOF55qE54m55q6K5pGE5YOP5aS05YWo6YOo5b2V5LqG5LiL5p2l77yM5Zyo5LiA5Liq55yL5Ly85b6I5YG254S255qE5pe25py677yM5LuW55yL5Yiw6L+H6YKj5q615b2V5YOP4oCU4oCU5omA5Lul5YW25a6e5bm26Z2e5YG254S277yM6ICM5piv5pyJ5Lq65Yi75oSP5oqK6L+Z5q616KeG6aKR5b2T5YGa6K2m56S654mH57uZ5LuW55yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬知道发生了什么，那天的场景被保镖车上安装的特殊摄像头全部录了下来，在一个看似很偶然的时机，他看到过那段录像——所以其实并非偶然，而是有人刻意把这段视频当做警示片给他看。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN6KaB6Ieq55Sx77yM5LiN6KaB5Y+N5oqX77yM6KaB6aG65LuO77yM6KaB5o6l5Y+X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
不要自由，不要反抗，要顺从，要接受。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KaB5oqK5qOx6KeS5pGY5bmy5YeA77yM5Y+Y5oiQ5ZyG5ram55qE5qOL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
要把棱角摘干净，变成圆润的棋。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+54S25ZCO5LuW5Lus6YO95Lya5oWi5oWi5Zyw5a6M5YWo6YCC5bqU6L+Z5Liq6Zi25bGC77yM6J6N6L+b5Y6777yM5oiQ5Li65LiL5LiA5Liq5omn5qOL5Lq644CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
然后他们都会慢慢地完全适应这个阶层，融进去，成为下一个执棋人。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5rKh6ZSZ44CC4oCd6ZmG6Z2S5aKo6Zet5LqG6Zet55y877yM5YOP6JKZ5Y+X5Yak5bGI55qE5Lq65Zu65omn5Zyw6KaB5Li66Ieq5bex57+75L6b77yM5aW56YeN5aSN6YGT77yM4oCc5oiR5rKh5pyJ6ZSZ44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
“我没错。”陆青墨闭了闭眼，像蒙受冤屈的人固执地要为自己翻供，她重复道，“我没有错。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5Z6C5LqG5Z6C55y877yM56uZ6LW35p2l77yM5LuO6ZmG6Z2S5aKo5omL6YeM5ou/6L+H6YWS5p2v5pS+5Yiw6Iy25Yeg5LiK77ya4oCc5Y675LyR5oGv5ZCn44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬垂了垂眼，站起来，从陆青墨手里拿过酒杯放到茶几上：“去休息吧。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5om26ZmG6Z2S5aKo5Zue5Yiw5Y2n5a6k77yM5o6l552A5LiL5qW85Y675pWy5L+d5aeG55qE5oi/6Zeo77yM6K+35aW55biu6ZmG6Z2S5aKo5Y245aaG5o2i552h6KGj44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他扶陆青墨回到卧室，接着下楼去敲保姆的房门，请她帮陆青墨卸妆换睡衣。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y6f5pys5ZCD6L+H5rC05p6c6L+Y5omT566X5YaN55yL5Y2K5bCP5pe25Lmm55qE77yM5L2G6ZmG6LWr5oms5Zyo5Lmm5qGM5YmN5Z2Q5LqG5Lya5YS/77yM5pyA57uI5ZCI5LiK5Lmm5pys77yM5ou/6LW35omL5py657uZ6K645YiZ5Y+R5LqG5LiA5p2h5raI5oGv77ya5Zyo5b+Z5ZCX77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>
原本吃过水果还打算再看半小时书的，但陆赫扬在书桌前坐了会儿，最终合上书本，拿起手机给许则发了一条消息：在忙吗？</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b6I5b+r5pS25Yiw6K645YiZ55qE5Zue5aSN77ya5rKh5pyJ44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
很快收到许则的回复：没有。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5LqO5piv57uZ5LuW5omT5LqG55S16K+d6L+H5Y6777yM5Yia5LiA5o6l6YCa77yM5bCx5ZCs6KeB6K645YiZ6YKj6L655pyJ56yU5o6J5Zyo5Zyw5LiK55qE5aOw6Z+z44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬于是给他打了电话过去，刚一接通，就听见许则那边有笔掉在地上的声音。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zyo55yL5Lmm77yf4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
“在看书？”陆赫扬问。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zyo5YGa6K+V5Y2344CC4oCd6K645YiZ5Zue562U77yM4oCc5Yia5aW9546w5Zyo5omL5LiK5rKh5pyJ5rS744CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
“在做试卷。”许则回答，“刚好现在手上没有活。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+562J5LqG5Yeg56eS77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms5rKh5pyJ6K+06K+d77yM6K645YiZ54q56LGr6L+H5ZCO77yM6Zeu5LuW77ya4oCc5b+D5oOF5LiN5aW95ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
等了几秒，陆赫扬没有说话，许则犹豫过后，问他：“心情不好吗？”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5bCx56yR5LqG5LiA5LiL77ya4oCc5Li65LuA5LmI6L+Z5LmI6Zeu77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬就笑了一下：“为什么这么问？”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc4oCm4oCm4oCd6K645YiZ6K+077yM4oCc5oSf6KeJ44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
“……”许则说，“感觉。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Y5pyJ5oSf6KeJ5Yiw5YW25LuW55qE5Lic6KW/5ZCX77yf4oCd6ZmG6LWr5oms5b6A5ZCO6Z2g5Zyo5qSF6IOM5LiK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
“还有感觉到其他的东西吗？”陆赫扬往后靠在椅背上。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh5pyJ5LqG44CC4oCd6K645YiZ6K+a5a6e5Zyw5Zue562U77yM5aOw6Z+z6YeM6YCP552A5LiA5Lqb5Zug5Li65LiN55+l6YGT6K+l5LiN6K+l6Zeu6ICM5Lqn55Sf55qE5rKh5bqV5rCU77yM4oCc5Li65LuA5LmI5b+D5oOF5LiN5aW95ZGi77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
“没有了。”许则诚实地回答，声音里透着一些因为不知道该不该问而产生的没底气，“为什么心情不好呢？”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5Y+N6Zeu77ya4oCc5Y+I5LiN5piv5byA5b+D55qE5LqL77yM5Li65LuA5LmI5oOz55+l6YGT77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬反问：“又不是开心的事，为什么想知道？”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5oOz4oCm4oCm4oCd6K645YiZ5aW95YOP5Zyo6Imw6Zq+5Zyw5a+75om+5ZCI6YCC55qE6KGo6L+w77yM5pyA57uI5LuW6K+077yM4oCc5biu5L2g5YiG5ouF5LiA54K554K544CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
“我想……”许则好像在艰难地寻找合适的表述，最终他说，“帮你分担一点点。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ieq5bex6Lqr5LiK5pep5bCx5Y6L5ruh6YeN5ouF77yM5Y6L5Yiw55u05LiN6LW36IWw5oqs5LiN6LW36IKp77yM6L+Y5oOz552A6KaB5biu6ZmG6LWr5oms5YiG5ouF5LiA54K544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
自己身上早就压满重担，压到直不起腰抬不起肩，还想着要帮陆赫扬分担一点。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms5pCt5Zyo6Iad55uW5LiK55qE6YKj5Y+q5omL5oyH5bCW5Yqo5LqG5LiA5LiL77yM5LuW5oqs5omL5oyJ5LqG5oyJ55yJ5b+D77yM6aG/5LqG54mH5Yi75omN6K+077ya4oCc5rKh5pyJ5b+D5oOF5LiN5aW977yM5Y+q5piv5oOz57uZ5L2g5omT5Liq55S16K+d44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬搭在膝盖上的那只手指尖动了一下，他抬手按了按眉心，顿了片刻才说：“没有心情不好，只是想给你打个电话。”</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5oOz6Zeu4oCc55yf55qE5ZCX4oCd4oCU4oCU5LiN5piv4oCY55yf55qE5oOz57uZ5oiR5omT55S16K+d5ZCX4oCZ77yM6ICM5piv4oCY55yf55qE5rKh5pyJ5b+D5oOF5LiN5aW95ZCX4oCZ44CC5L2G5LuW5Y+q4oCc5Zev4oCd5LqG5LiA5aOw77yM6KGo56S655u45L+h44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
许则想问“真的吗”——不是‘真的想给我打电话吗’，而是‘真的没有心情不好吗’。但他只“嗯”了一声，表示相信。</p><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5b+D5oOF5LiN5aW955qE5pe25YCZ77yM5Lmf5Y+v5Lul57uZ5oiR5omT55S16K+d44CC4oCd6K645YiZ6K+05b6X5oWi5ZCe5ZCe77yM5ZCs6LW35p2l5b6I6K6k55yf5Y+I6LCo5oWO44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
“心情不好的时候，也可以给我打电话。”许则说得慢吞吞，听起来很认真又谨慎。</p>
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