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    岳父方才的神情，让他联想起了老人刚来家里的那段煎熬日子。说他饭做得不好、菜做得太多、肉买得太贵，嫌他软踏踏干的是女人的工作，嫌他不赚钱被老婆养着，嫌他文绉绉不像个当家人。孩子带着带着长大了、写着写着断片了、后勤干着干着被辞退了、工作找着找着没影子了……反反复复，在彷徨和希望之间他一个人来来回回，孤独而无力。他想见桂英，想和老婆说说心里话，想听老婆鼓励她，想在老婆怀里找些安定，可桂英近来老见不到人。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    下一个面试是哪一天？面试的是哪家公司？面试能成与否？中年男人恍惚间点燃了一根香烟，火光闪烁如是神迹，烟气袅袅如来仙气，他微微闭上了眼睛，与神仙彻夜漫聊。常言“尽人事听天命”、“天无绝人之路”、“车到山前必有路”，可他重找工作的这条路在哪儿呢。中年人的未来，是条不讲规矩的癞皮狗；而颓废，多是失败者的跟班小弟。绝望，化成梦里的野狼；人生，在这段儿走着走着成了不知去哪的旅行。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2V5Li65Lit5bm05Y2x5py677yf5Lit5bm077yM5piv5Ye655Sf5ZKM5q275Lqh55qE5Lit54K577yb5Y2x5py677yM5piv5b+D55CG54q25oCB5byC5bi45Zyw6Z2g6L+R5q275Lqh6YKj56uv6ICM6Z2e5Ye655Sf6L+Z56uv44CC5Lq66L+H5LqG5Zub5Y2B5LqU5bKB77yM5pyA5aSn55qE5a6J5oWw5oGQ5oCV5piv6L6D5LmL5aSt5oqY55qE5bm06L275Lq66ICM6KiA6Ieq5bex5bey54S25bm057qq5aSq5aSn5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    何为中年危机？中年，是出生和死亡的中点；危机，是心理状态异常地靠近死亡那端而非出生这端。人过了四十五岁，最大的安慰恐怕是较之夭折的年轻人而言自己已然年纪太大了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    书里教给他的智慧，如烟如火，虚无缥缈，却让他在现实中变得脸皮薄、尊严厚。他因信仰智慧，在这实实在在、坑坑洼洼的现实中失败而难堪，而他的智慧最后成了客人来家时走马观花欣赏的一个装饰品而已。他怀疑智慧是个恶魔，让所有信徒变得胆小保守，最后在一箱子梨出现黑疤时才一股脑地将梨子吃光。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Yiw5LqG6L+Z5LiA5Yi777yM5LuW5omN55+l55Sf5rS75Lit5omA5pyJ576O5aW955qE5Lic6KW/55qG5LiO5L2g5Zyo5YGa5LuA5LmI44CB5L2g55qE5bel5L2c5oiW6IGM5Lia44CB5L2g55qE5pS25YWl5oGv5oGv55u45YWz4oCU4oCU54ix5oOF44CB5Lqy5oOF44CB5bm456aP44CB5Y+L6LCK44CB5aWL5paX44CB5ou85pCP44CB5Yuk5aWL44CB5qC86LCD4oCm4oCm5rKh5pyJ5Lq65Lya6LWe576O5LiA5Liq5Yac5rCR5bel5piv5Yuk5Yqz55qE77yM5aaC5ZCM5rKh5pyJ5Lq66K6k5ZCM5YGa5riF5rSB5bel44CB5YGa5ZCO5Yuk5piv5Zyo5aWL5paX5oiW5ou85pCP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    到了这一刻，他才知生活中所有美好的东西皆与你在做什么、你的工作或职业、你的收入息息相关——爱情、亲情、幸福、友谊、奋斗、拼搏、勤奋、格调……没有人会赞美一个农民工是勤劳的，如同没有人认同做清洁工、做后勤是在奋斗或拼搏。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6aaZ54Of5rCk5rCy6KKF6KKF77yM57uI5Zyo5Lq66Ze05YGc5LiN5L2P77yM5aaC5piv55Sf5ZG95LiA6Iis44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    香烟氤氲袅袅，终在人间停不住，如是生命一般。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ams5qGC6Iux5pma5LiK5Lmd54K55Y2K5Yiw5a+M5pil5bCP5Yy65Lul5ZCO77yM5ouO552A5bqK5Z2Q55S15qKv5Yiw5LqG5YWt5qW877yM5q2k5pe25pmT5pif5ZKM5qKF5qKF54i354i35L6d54S25pyJ5LiA5pCt5rKh5LiA5pCt5Zyw6IGK552A44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    马桂英晚上九点半到富春小区以后，拎着床坐电梯到了六楼，此时晓星和梅梅爷爷依然有一搭没一搭地聊着。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oCO5LmI5Y+I5ZOt5LqG77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux6L+b5Y+m5LiA5bGL6YeM6Lef5pmT5qOg5pCt6K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “怎么又哭了？”桂英进另一屋里跟晓棠搭话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lul5YmN5ZOt5LiN5Ye65p2l77yM5rKh6KeJ5b6X5pyJ5LuA5LmI5LqL5oOF5piv5YC85b6X5oiR5rWB5rOq55qE77yM546w5Zyo5bm057qq5aSn5LqG77yM5Yi35Liq5paw6Ze744CB55yL5Liq5bCP6KeG6aKR44CB56Kw6KeB5Liq5rWB5rWq54yr5Lmf5Lya5ru05Lik5ru044CC4oCd5pmT5qOg6Z2g5Zyo5bqK5aS057u157u15Zyw6K+06K+d44CB6Ium56yR552A5pOm5rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “以前哭不出来，没觉得有什么事情是值得我流泪的，现在年纪大了，刷个新闻、看个小视频、碰见个流浪猫也会滴两滴。”晓棠靠在床头绵绵地说话、苦笑着擦泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ZKf55CG5Yiw546w5Zyo6L+Y5rKh5p2l77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “钟理到现在还没来？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5rKh77yB6Lef5q275LqG5LiA5qC377yM5Yir5o+Q5LuW5LqG77yB4oCd5pmT5qOg5Zi06YeM5pSS552A5LuH5oGo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “没！跟死了一样，别提他了！”晓棠嘴里攒着仇恨。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux6KeB5rKh5rOV6IGK5LqG77yM5LuO5pmT5pif5a6257+75Yiw6ZKf55CG5Lul5YmN55WZ55qE54Of5ZKM54Gr77yM54us6Ieq5Liq6Z2g552A56qX5Y+j5oq95LqG6LW35p2l44CC5q2k5pe26ZKf6IO96KeB5aSp5pma5LqG77yM5L6d5L6d5LiN6IiN5Y205LiN5b6X5LiN6LWw44CC6ICB5Lq66LWw5ZCO77yM5pmT5pif5Li65YS/5a2Q55uW5aW96KKr5a2Q5YWz5LqG54Gv5Ye65LqG5bGL77yM6KeB5qGC6Iux5Zyo5oq954Of77yM5b+D6YeM5oOK6K6244CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    桂英见没法聊了，从晓星家翻到钟理以前留的烟和火，独自个靠着窗口抽了起来。此时钟能见天晚了，依依不舍却不得不走。老人走后，晓星为儿子盖好被子关了灯出了屋，见桂英在抽烟，心里惊讶。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5ZKL5oq954Of5ZGi77yf5ZWl5pe25YCZ55qE5q+b55eF5ZGA77yf4oCd5pmT5pif6LWw6L+H5p2l55uv552A5qGC6Iux5oq954Of55qE5ae/5Yq/44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “你咋抽烟呢？啥时候的毛病呀？”晓星走过来盯着桂英抽烟的姿势。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO54Om5LqG5oq95Lik5qC577yB5aW95Yeg5bm05LqG77yM5oq95b6X5LiN5aSa77yM5LiA5bm05pyA5aSa5Lik5LiJ55uS77yB5ZOO4oCm4oCm6L+Y5LiN5piv5Zug5Li66IiN5LiN5b6X5L2g5ZGA77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5pyd56qX5aSW5ZCQ5LqG5Y+j54Of77yM6aOO5oOF5LiH56eN77yM6ICM5ZCO5bCG54Of5aS05ou/57uZ5Lik5Lq655yL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哎烦了抽两根！好几年了，抽得不多，一年最多两三盒！哎……还不是因为舍不得你呀！”桂英朝窗外吐了口烟，风情万种，而后将烟头拿给两人看。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    晓星一听这个，低下了头，三人一阵沉闷。桂英见状，灭了烟转过头大声说“钟理真不是个东西，以前他是老大哥，做啥事数他最积极、最有理、最能掰扯，现在成了缩头乌龟，除了喝酒就剩下缩头了，把家里的挑子撂给了你！我看呀，你俩赶紧办手续吧，回老家后咱这条件一点不差，搁村里还是贵妇、女郎、一朵花！星儿你可把擦亮眼睛了，捡个有钱的地主，嫁了吧！往后我回老家看你，还能住个乡村别墅、在别墅里游游泳啥的！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux6K+05a6M77yM5LiJ5Lq66Ium56yR44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    桂英说完，三人苦笑。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZGo5LqM5LiA5pep77yM5YWt54K55Y2K5LiJ5Lq65Yia6YaS77yM6ICB5rGJ6ZKf6IO95bey57uP6L+H5p2l5pWy6Zeo5LqG44CC5LiJ5aWz5Lq65ZCE6Ieq5qKz5rSX77yM6ZKf6IO95Y675LqG5a2m5oiQ5oi/6YeM5pyA5ZCO5LiA5qyh5Y+r5a2m5oiQ6LW35bqK44CB5Li65aiD5YS/56m/6KGj44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5LiD54K55aSa6LW25LqG6L+H5p2l77yM5bim5LqG5Lqb54Gr6L2m5LiK5ZCD55qE5rC05p6c6Zu26aOf44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    周二一早，六点半三人刚醒，老汉钟能已经过来敲门了。三女人各自梳洗，钟能去了学成房里最后一次叫学成起床、为娃儿穿衣。何致远七点多赶了过来，带了些火车上吃的水果零食。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lul5ZCO5pyJ5ZWl5LqL5LqG57uZ54i35omT55S16K+d77yM5L2g5Y+v5b6X5b+1552A54i354i355+l5LiN77yf5p2l77yB5oiR5aiD5YS/5oqK6KKc5a2Q56m/5LiK77yB4oCd5L2V6Ie06L+c5Z2Q5Zyo5a2m5oiQ5oi/6YeM77yM55yL6KeB6ICB5Lq65ZOt5ZOt5ZW85ZW85Zyw57uZ5a2p5a2Q56m/6KKc5a2Q57O76Z6L5bim77yM5b+D5Lit6YW45qWa44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “以后有啥事了给爷打电话，你可得念着爷爷知不？来！我娃儿把袜子穿上！”何致远坐在学成房里，看见老人哭哭啼啼地给孩子穿袜子系鞋带，心中酸楚。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Zyo6YKj6L655aW95aW95LiK5a2m77yM562J5L2g55eF5aW95LqG77yM54i35pyJ56m65LqG5Zue5Y6755yL5L2g77yM5bim5L2g5ZCD5aW95ZCD55qE77yM6ICB5a6255qE5bCP5ZCD576O5b6X5b6I77yB5oiR5aiD5YS/5Zyo6YKj6L656IKv5a6a5aW95b6X5b+r77yB5bCG5p2l5Lqk5pyL5Y+L5LqG5Y+v5b6X5byA5Y+j6K+06K+d77yM5LiN6K+06K+d5ZOq6IO96KGM5ZGA77yB6LWw77yB54i354i35bim5L2g5rSX6IS45Y6777yB4oCd6ZKf6IO96K+0552A6K+0552A5Y+I5ZOt5LqG77yM5ZOt5YGc5LqG5Y+I5o6l552A6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “在那边好好上学，等你病好了，爷有空了回去看你，带你吃好吃的，老家的小吃美得很！我娃儿在那边肯定好得快！将来交朋友了可得开口说话，不说话哪能行呀！走！爷爷带你洗脸去！”钟能说着说着又哭了，哭停了又接着说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    七点四十众人洗漱完毕，晓星走过来蹲下去，仰头望着儿子说“成成，今天姨姨叔叔和爷爷来送我们，你知道为什么吗？妈妈和你要回家了——回陕西老家，以后咱俩不住这里了，不会在深圳生活了。爷爷和爸爸不变，他俩继续在这儿，姐姐在外面上大学，她放假了会来看我们的。嗯……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5oOz6K+05LuA5LmI77yM5Y+I6K+05LiN5Ye65p2l77yM5pmT5pif5b+D6YeM5aSq6L+H5rKJ6YeN44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    想说什么，又说不出来，晓星心里太过沉重。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc546w5Zyo5beu5LiN5aSa6KaB6LWw5LqG77yM5L2g6Lef54i354i36K+05YaN6KeB77yM6K6p54i354i35Yir5Y676L2m56uZ5LqG77yM54i354i35bm057qq5aSn5LqG5oqY6IW+5LiN5b6X77yB5b+r77yM6Lef54i354i36K+05Y+l6K+d77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “现在差不多要走了，你跟爷爷说再见，让爷爷别去车站了，爷爷年纪大了折腾不得！快，跟爷爷说句话！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5pmD552A5YS/5a2Q55qE6Lqr5a2Q5biM5pyb5LuW6L+Z5pe25YCZ6IO957uZ6ICB5Lq65LiA54K55b+15oOz5Zad5oWw6JeJ44CC5LyX5Lq66Ze75q2k5ruh5oCA5pyf5b6F77yM55qG55u8552A6ZKf5a2m5oiQ5Zyo6L+Z5Liq6IqC6aqo55y85LiK6IO95byA5Y+j6K+05LiA5Y+l6K+d77yM5ZOq5oCV5piv5LiA5Liq5a2X5Lmf6IO957yT6Kej5q2k5pe255qE5oKy5Lyk44CC562J5LqG5aW95Yeg5YiG6ZKf77yM5pmT5pif5Y+I5byA5a+85Y+I5YKs5L+D77yM6ZKf5a2m5oiQ5Y+M55y85raj5pWj44CB6Lqr5p2/5peg5Yqb77yM5aeL57uI5LiN5byA5Y+j44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晓星晃着儿子的身子希望他这时候能给老人一点念想喝慰藉。众人闻此满怀期待，皆盼着钟学成在这个节骨眼上能开口说一句话，哪怕是一个字也能缓解此时的悲伤。等了好几分钟，晓星又开导又催促，钟学成双眼涣散、身板无力，始终不开口。<h3>86中 永别深圳揪心难言 送走心肝如同断命（第3页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Yir6YC85LuW5LqG77yM6LWw5ZCn6LWw5ZCn77yB4oCd6ZKf6IO95pOm552A5rOq5pGG5pGG5omL77yM55yL5LiN5b6X5b+D6IKd5Y+X572q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “别逼他了，走吧走吧！”钟能擦着泪摆摆手，看不得心肝受罪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LWw5ZCn5pif5YS/77yM5b+r5YWr54K55LqG44CC4oCd5qGC6Iux5oyH552A6KGo5YKs5L+D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “走吧星儿，快八点了。”桂英指着表催促。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM5ZCn77yB4oCd5pmT5pif6LW36Lqr77yM5byA5aeL6IOM5YyF44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “行吧！”晓星起身，开始背包。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5p2l5o+Q566x5a2Q77yM5L2g5Lus6IOM5YyF5ZCn77yB4oCd5L2V6Ie06L+c5o2h5pyA5aSn55qE6KGM5p2O566x5b6A6Zeo5aSW5o+Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “我来提箱子，你们背包吧！”何致远捡最大的行李箱往门外提。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aSn5oiR5p2l5ZCn77yB6ZKf5Y+U5oiR5p2l5ZCn77yB5L2g5Yir4oCm4oCm4oCd6ZKf6IO95Lmf6KaB5biu552A5o+Q566x5a2Q77yM6KKr5YyF5a625aeQ5aa55Yi25q2i44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “大我来吧！钟叔我来吧！你别……”钟能也要帮着提箱子，被包家姐妹制止。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    三大行李箱，致远、桂英、晓棠各提了一个，晓星背着包提着袋子，孩子爷爷拉着孩子，如此挨挨挤挤地出了门，晓星回来关了灯锁了门，将家门钥匙默默交给了公公保管。一众人到楼下后，桂英去取车。行李放好后，晓星劝公公早点回去不必送到车站，钟能拉着孙子的手舍不得撒开，无声啜泣，呜呜咽咽说不出一句完整的话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6ZKf5Y+U6KaB5Y676YCB5bCx6YCB5ZCn77yM5oiR5omT6L2m5bim5Lik566x6KGM5p2O5Y676auY6ZOB56uZ44CC4oCd5L2V6Ie06L+c6Lef5pmT5pif5ZKM5qGC6Iux5ZWG6YeP44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “钟叔要去送就送吧，我打车带两箱行李去高铁站。”何致远跟晓星和桂英商量。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM5ZCn77yM6ZKf5Y+U6KaB6YCB6YCB5ZCn77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5pCA5om25a2m5oiQ54i354i36L+b5LqG6L2m44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “行吧，钟叔要送送吧！”桂英搀扶学成爷爷进了车。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5qOg5Z2Q5Ymv6am+6am277yM5pmT5pif5ZKM5a2p5a2Q6ICB5Lq65Z2Q5ZCO6Z2i77yM5Z2Q5a6a5ZCO6L2m5a2Q57yT57yT5ZCv5Yqo44CC6L+H5LqG5Lik5p2h6KGX77yM5pmT5pif6JOm54S25Zue6aaW77yM6YGl5pyb5a+M5pil5bCP5Yy655qE6auY5qW877yM5LiA5pe26Ze05ruh6IS45piv5rOq77yM5aW95Ly85pe25YWJ5YGc5rue5LiA6Iis4oCU4oCU6Z2Z6ICM55eb44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晓棠坐副驾驶，晓星和孩子老人坐后面，坐定后车子缓缓启动。过了两条街，晓星蓦然回首，遥望富春小区的高楼，一时间满脸是泪，好似时光停滞一般——静而痛。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    如梦如幻，回想当初攒钱买房、自己装修、住进新房，何等欢喜，何等激动。卧室床头的那副发财鹿的油画是她跑了好几次油画村才选好的，每年过年时摘下来清理，至今一直喜爱。十几年前选窗帘时她跑了两三个月，为省钱问了十来家窗帘店，最终定下的这家料子密而好、布料重而直、老板的车线手艺细腻精道，白纱也用了好多年，每年她清洗一两次，那窗帘用了十来年依然崭新。家里的柜子是她一家一家地去家具城对比找到的良心店家，定制柜子时她选择款式和设计样式花了好些时间，这些年小心翼翼地使用，从未有什么破损瑕疵。她爱这个家，胜过爱自己。对于这个家，当初有多么欢喜、多么珍视，如今转身离开时便有多么落空、多么揪心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rex5oOF6Iez5q2k77yM6Zq+5Lul57ud5pat44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    深情至此，难以绝断。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    在路上，她最后一次认认真真赏深圳的气象、南国之清晨，如此湛蓝，如此忧伤，好像草地上的歌者唱了整整一晚上，那沙哑沧桑的歌喉满是流浪人的心酸。她明明是回家，却有种流浪的不归之哀。公交聒噪，地铁无情，城市是一座机器，如何使她这般伤感难别。离开这里，她将卸下沉重、择去忧郁、扫走阴霾、告别惆怅，为何此刻的包晓星心头堵塞，好似大战之后的失败而归，好似战友皆死独她一人幸存。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y6f5p2l77yM5a2k54us55qE5ruL5ZGz5piv6Ium5rap55qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    原来，孤独的滋味是苦涩的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    到了高铁站，几个人争着提东西，钟能紧紧地拉着娃儿的手不松开，待到检票排队时依然混在队伍里。晓星沉重而难过，心里揪得说不出一句利索话来，只是东张西望地顾盼。晓棠最是舍不得，静静流泪，牙咬双唇，脸蛋早红了却从未哭出声。桂英哭不出来，在姐妹老小之间不停地胡说八道讲笑话段子逗他们宽心。何致远一人推着几个箱子，一得空便用各种大道理安慰老人家。八点五十检票时，老人无法，终于放手。满脸泪地冲孩子说“走吧走吧！我娃儿走吧！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6Lef54i354i36K+05YaN6KeB77yB5b+r6K+05YaN6KeB77yB4oCd5qOA5a6M56Wo5pmT5pif5Zyo6YeM6Z2i6Lef5YS/5a2Q5YaN5LiJ6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “跟爷爷说再见！快说再见！”检完票晓星在里面跟儿子再三说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a2m5oiQ5LiN6KiA77yM5peg6K666KKr5aaI5aaI5aaC5L2V5o6o5pCh5Y+q566h5LiN5byA5Y+j77yM55y856We6Lqy6Zeq44CC5LuW55+l6YGT5Yir56a777yM5Y205LiN5oeC5Yir56a744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    学成不言，无论被妈妈如何推搡只管不开口，眼神躲闪。他知道别离，却不懂别离。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LW257Sn6LWw5ZCn77yB5L2g5LiA5Lq65pCs6L+Z5LmI5aSa5Lic6KW/5LiK6L2m77yM5pma5LqG5Y+v5LiN5aW95ZWm77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5YKs5pmT5pif6LW257Sn6LWw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “赶紧走吧！你一人搬这么多东西上车，晚了可不好啦！”桂英催晓星赶紧走。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM77yM5oiR6LWw5LqG44CC5aSn5L2g5q2i5LiA5q2i77yM5oiR5Yiw5LqG57uZ5L2g5omT55S16K+d44CC5qOg5YS/4oCm4oCm6Iux5YS/5L2g5b6F5Lya6YCB5oiR5aSn5Zue5Y675ZOm77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “行，我走了。大你止一止，我到了给你打电话。棠儿……英儿你待会送我大回去哦！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6LWw5ZCn6LWw5ZCn77yM6K+06L+Z5Lqb5bmy5Zib77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5pWF5L2c5oG85oCS5aSn5ZaK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “走吧走吧，说这些干嘛！”桂英故作恼怒大喊。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6KGM77yM6YKj5oiR6LWw5LqG77yB4oCd5pmT5pif5L2O5LiL5aS05bCP5aOw6K+05a6M77yM5bCG6KKL5a2Q5ZKM5bCP5YyF5Lqk57uZ5YS/5a2Q77yM6Ieq5bex5byA5aeL5LiA566x5LiA566x5Zyw5ouJ77yM5LiA5q615LiA5q615Zyw6LWw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “行，那我走了！”晓星低下头小声说完，将袋子和小包交给儿子，自己开始一箱一箱地拉，一段一段地走。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aaC5q2k77yM5aiY5L+p5Liq6LiP6L+b5LqG5Zue6ZmV6KW/55qEazg3M+asoemrmOmTgeOAgjwvcD4='));</script>

    如此，娘俩个踏进了回陕西的k873次高铁。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux6KeB5rKh5Lq65b2x5LqG77yM5ZCG5Zad5aSn5a625Zue5Y6777yM6Ieq5bex6LWw5Zyo5pyA5YmN6Z2i44CC6ZKf6IO95peg5aOw5Zyw5oqW552A6IKp6IaA5ZOt77yM6Ie06L+c5pCA552A6ZKf5Y+U5oWi5oWi5Zyw5Ye656a76auY6ZOB56uZ44CC5pmT5qOg6LWw5Zyo5pyA5ZCO6Z2i77yM5YG35YG35oq55rOq5pOk6by75raV77yM6aKR6aKR5Zue6aG+77yM6L+Y5oyH5pyb6IO95YaN55yL6KeB5aeQ5aeQ55qE5b2x5a2Q44CC5aW55Lus5aeQ5aa55L+p5LuO5pyq57uP6L+H5aSn5Yir56a777yM6K645piv5Yir56a75p2l5b6X5aSq5pma77yM5pmT5qOg6L+Z6Iis5bm057qq5L6d54S257uP5Y+X5LiN5L2P44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    桂英见没人影了，吆喝大家回去，自己走在最前面。钟能无声地抖着肩膀哭，致远搀着钟叔慢慢地出离高铁站。晓棠走在最后面，偷偷抹泪擤鼻涕，频频回顾，还指望能再看见姐姐的影子。她们姐妹俩从未经过大别离，许是别离来得太晚，晓棠这般年纪依然经受不住。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    上车后已经上午十点了，桂英先送钟叔上班，然后送晓棠上班，送走两人后致远提议自己开车让妻子休息会儿。两人换了座位，系好安全带后致远发车前往南山。桂英一路上频频叹气，越叹气越长，越叹越频繁，致远轻声安慰间，蓦地桂英啜泣起来。男人停车在辅路上，让妻子好好哭个够。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g6K+05oiR6L+Z5oCl5oCn5a2Q6ICB5piv6auY5aOw5Zq35Zq377yM5Yir5Lq65auM5oiR5rKh57Sg6LSo77yM6L+Z5LmI5Lqb5bm05Y+q5pyJ6L+Z5LiA5Liq55+l5qC555+l5bqV55qE5aW95pyL5Y+L77yM546w5Zyo6L+Y57uZ6LWw5LqG77yB5ZOO4oCm4oCm4oCd5qGC6Iux5LiA6L655rCU5oSk5oSk5Zyw6K+077yM5LiA6L655ZGc5ZGc5Zyw5ZOt44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “你说我这急性子老是高声嚷嚷，别人嫌我没素质，这么些年只有这一个知根知底的好朋友，现在还给走了！哎……”桂英一边气愤愤地说，一边呜呜地哭。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5Lul5YmN5LiK5a2m5rKh5Lq65Y+X5b6X5LqG5oiR6L+Z5oCn5a2Q77yM5Y+q5pif5YS/5YyF5a655oiR77yM5oiR5oCO5LmI6I695pKe5oCO5LmI57KX6bKB5aW55LuO5LiN5Lya5auM5byD5oiR77yM5Zyo5rex5Zyz5LiA5Z2X6L+H5LqG5LqM5Y2B5aSa5bm077yM5aW56K+05Zue5Y675bCx5Zue5Y6777yB5ZOO4oCm4oCm4oCd5qGC6Iux5aSn5ZOt5LqG5Lik5aOw5rKh5LqG5rOq77yM5Y+I5byA5aeL5Y+55rCU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “以前上学没人受得了我这性子，只星儿包容我，我怎么莽撞怎么粗鲁她从不会嫌弃我，在深圳一块过了二十多年，她说回去就回去！哎……”桂英大哭了两声没了泪，又开始叹气。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Z5LiN6L+Y5pyJ5pmT5qOg5ZGi77yB4oCd6Ie06L+c5a6J5oWw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “这不还有晓棠呢！”致远安慰。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5LiN5oeC77yB5qOg5YS/5aW55bCP77yB5oiR6Lef5aW55LiN5piv5LiA5Liq5bm06b6E5q6155qE77yM5aW95Lqb6K+d5qC55pys6K+05LiN5Ye65p2l77yB5oiR5omA5pyJ55qE5LqL5oOF6YO96IO96Lef5pif5YS/6K+077yM6L+Z5Lqb5bm05Lmf5Y+q5pyJ5aW55ZCs552A44CC5aW56KaB6LWw77yM5LuO5aS05Yiw5bC+5Lmf5rKh6Zeu6Zeu5oiR55qE5oSP5oCd77yM55u05o6l5Yaz5a6a5LqG6KaB6LWw5omN6YCa55+l5oiR55qE77yB5ZOO4oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “你不懂！棠儿她小！我跟她不是一个年龄段的，好些话根本说不出来！我所有的事情都能跟星儿说，这些年也只有她听着。她要走，从头到尾也没问问我的意思，直接决定了要走才通知我的！哎……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5a2m5oiQ6YKj5qC377yM5a626YeM5Y+I6L+Z5qC377yM5oCO5LmI6Lef5L2g6K+077yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “学成那样，家里又这样，怎么跟你说？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR55+l6YGT77yB5oiR5bCx5piv5rCU5aW56LWw5LqG77yB5rCU5b6X5b6I77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux5o+h5ouz6K+05Yiw6L+Z6YeM5Y+I5rWB5LiL5LqG5rOq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “我知道！我就是气她走了！气得很！”桂英握拳说到这里又流下了泪。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Lul5Li65aW55oOz6LWw77yf55Sx5LiN5b6X5aW55ZCn77yB5Yir5rCU5LqG77yM6L+Y5LiK54+t5LiN5LiK77yf4oCd6Ie06L+c6KeB5aW55bmz6Z2Z5LqG5aW95aSa77yM5Y+I5ZCv5Yqo5LqG6L2m5a2Q77yM57un57ut5pyd5Y2X5bGx6LWw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “你以为她想走？由不得她吧！别气了，还上班不上？”致远见她平静了好多，又启动了车子，继续朝南山走。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOO6Iux5YS/77yM5oiR5LiA55u05pyJ5Liq5oOz5rOV77yM5oOz6Lef6ZKf55CG5Y2V54us6IGK6IGK77yM5oiR54m55oOz55+l6YGT5LuW5oCO5LmI5oOz55qE77yM5oiR6L+Y57uZ5LuW5omT6L+H55S16K+d5ZGi77yM5rKh5Lq65o6l77yB4oCd5Zyo6Lev5LiK77yM6Ie06L+c6Lef5aa75a2Q6K+044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哎英儿，我一直有个想法，想跟钟理单独聊聊，我特想知道他怎么想的，我还给他打过电话呢，没人接！”在路上，致远跟妻子说。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5L2g5Y+v5Yir77yB5Yir77yB6KaB5piv6L+Y6IO95rKf6YCa77yM5LuW5L+p6Iez5LqO6LWw5Yiw546w5Zyo6L+Z5bGA6Z2i5ZCX77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux5rCU5oSk44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “你可别！别！要是还能沟通，他俩至于走到现在这局面吗？”桂英气愤。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR54yc6ZKf55CG5Lmf5piv5peg6IO95Li65Yqb5ZCn77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “我猜钟理也是无能为力吧！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc54uX5bGB77yB5Zug5Li65LuW5peg6IO95Li65Yqb77yM5omA5Lul5Y+q5Ymp5LiL5Zad6YWS5omT5Lq65LqG5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “狗屁！因为他无能为力，所以只剩下喝酒打人了吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    原本马桂英将钟能送到了他工作的地方，老人扫大街扫了半小时，头晕眼花实是站不稳，也没请假直接回家了，将自己捂在被窝里让心歇一歇。学成自打生下来一直是他带着，他喂奶喂得比晓星多，他跟孩子相处的时间比他们母子相处的时间还多，他们爷孙俩的关系不比他们母子差点儿。从生下来一尺长拉扯到那么高，从一岁带到现在的九岁，老人的这十年几乎全给了这个孩子，怎舍得突然离开。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pma5bm055qE55Sf56a777yM562J5ZCM5q275Yir44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晚年的生离，等同死别。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    快七十了，指不定岁月哪天会停。学成是他晚年最重要、最宝贵的人，这些年钟能把照顾娃儿当成他一个糟粕老头、无用农民的信仰、使命、生存动力，如今说带走便带走了，好似带走了他的半条命。往后见不着摸不到，说个贴心话也说不了，想起这些老人肺腑郁积。与其说学成是他照看的小孙子，不如说小孙子是他晚年的一个小伙伴儿，多少苦闷、孤独和恐惧在照料娃儿的光亮中、幸福中无声消解。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    午后，华联大厦五层楼，西南角财务部里，众人正在上班工作，敏感的任思轩又听到了女生类似擤鼻涕的声音。他条件反射地望向办公桌斜对面的包晓棠，果然，晓棠静静地流泪，时不时发声吸一下气。要不是有前车之鉴，任思轩压根听不出来会有人这样哭。见眼泪滴溜溜止不住了，包晓棠淡定地起身，拿了一小包手帕纸，挺直腰板、双手插兜、迈着公鸡步悠然地去了卫生间。泪水之连串磅礴格外惹人怜，奈何女人的双手从头到尾没有碰过一下脸颊或眼睛，神情之沉稳连贯叫人可笑又钦佩。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lu75oCd6L2p5oyg552A6ICz5Z6C77yM56yR5LqG56yR77yM57un57ut5b+Z5bel5L2c44CC5Y6f5pys6YKj56eN5LiA5pem5bel5L2c6KKr5omT5pat5bmy5omw5L6/6Ieq54S255Sf5Ye655qE5oSk5oCS5Y+N5oSf77yM5q2k5Yi75Zug5Li65pmT5qOg77yM5b+95Zyw5rKh6YKj5LmI6L6D5Yqy57qg57uT5LqG44CC55CG6Kej5L2/5Lq65YyF5a6577yM5Lu75oCd6L2p5aaC5piv5YiG5p6Q44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    任思轩挠着耳垂，笑了笑，继续忙工作。原本那种一旦工作被打断干扰便自然生出的愤怒反感，此刻因为晓棠，忽地没那么较劲纠结了。理解使人包容，任思轩如是分析。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+77yI77yJOzwvcD4='));</script>

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